To be able to come back to light. I need to go on and find myself again into photography.
I havent done anything good since a long time, not even "mundane" photography with a purpose.
It is something difficult to cope with for me. I had happenned to me before, but never so long, so dry.

Next week I have a technical work to do for an artist friend, shot repetively his drawings. It has to be high quality and need the mimimal amount or no postwork at all, since there are literally hundreds of drawings, different sizes. This is dry too but strangely calming, and may be it will help me to be back with my camera. I hope I will do good, and it will make me some good too.

I have several CF cards on my desk, waiting for me to look at, afraid to see the shit.